Thursday, August 15, 2002

In the Wee Small Hours...

The beauty of jazz, the sweet serene sounds of sax and the harmonious harmonica fills the cool and quiet nite... as I lay myself on the couch grasping every sweet tune that fills the air, escaping the sanity of my everyday life and making good sure I can at least have my very own empty space to dream or think about the more sensible things in my life. It's a bit nostalgic and I just love these moments although its a bit contrasting when it comes to me listening to more head banging stuffs when I am in the reverse mood. But its funny how you'll never see me in a more glorified mood than now or whenever when it comes to listening to jazz and blues, lights dimmed in the wee small hours of dawn, relaxing in the impeccable laid back ambience.

My 'Westfield' acoustic guitar lies at the corner of my room, sometimes I pick it up and pluck a few tunes to follow the cool rhythm... and it brings me back to them days of Thirty1stDecember... I pay my very own tribute to those unplugged nights but the story will continue... legacy feels far beyond reach at the moment but we'll get there. Nothing much happened these few days... just the usual running of errands and making good sure that I stay in tact with what I'm supposed to do. Soon, I'll be upgrading my system and it will be 3 weeks before I can retrieve my PC... will be updating more before it goes off. Anyway, gotta go now. Sleepless in Liverpool... felt nostalgic before anyone? .....

Friday, August 09, 2002

Champagne Supernova

It's funny sometimes, so funny that it gets weird at times, so weird that you wished you could hide behind a closet but what if you are cool about it and your confidence is second to none... hmmph... sounds more like a riddle than a question. But really, it puzzles me at times how a problem dissolves through a period of time when at the present time it may seem like a hell of a problem or the other way round! Getting perplexed with my antagonizing shit? I hope not because there are loads more from where it came from... but maybe not today.

Do you guys wanna know how I sometimes come to terms with sanity? About 5 minutes ago I did just that. I was practically head banging to the sounds of Weezer and Linkin Park. The last I did that was when I was back home during jamming sessions with my band. Cap that! This sanity act at times is my only period of ignorance where nothing really matters... and it is only during this few minutes where I release my angst, dump myself into oblivion for a further few minutes before I regain my composure and continue with life. I wished my band members were here. Tribute to the good ol' times mates. Come this September, many things will be taking place and what's gonna happen is left to be seen but I am ready. Just keep those fingers crossed and let the good times roll in. At work, I've learned a whole lot even though it's non-related to my field of study... the 'flying daggers', the 2-face pricks, the short-fused assholes and how to deal with them, the sad ones, the depressed ones, the 'shoe-polisher', the 'mad dogs'.... and finally, the day dreamers. Its all about politics, pushing responsibilities, denials, emergency meetings, being sly and most of all, knowing how to 'play-act' at the right time. Guess this is how we all survive in the most superficial world today... but guys... I've got my act together now... tough beans rascals!

The Premiership is just a stone's throw away now... and I really can't wait for the season to restart and see how Liverpool spring up surprises... 3 good buys... Diara, Diouf, Cheyrou... hopefully Duff will follow suit later. Anyway... gotta go now... I know it has been long since I blogged... but hope yer' all understand. Ta'...





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