Learning Curve

Well... to say I havent seen anything yet is an understatement, yet, I really think I have not seen anything yet. So, what am I on about here? Last 2 weeks was a learning curve for me... it was tough...damn tough to be honest. It was like a whole new world to me. Malaysia is my country and yet, I still feel alienated from my peers. People dont talk and act the same way as I felt 7 years ago. Things have changed so much. I need time to cope and for that matter, Stephannie has enlightened me alot on this. Although we belong in the same boat, we have both offered advices to each other and I can only say I hope it augurs well with each other. I have always had a dream... distant at the moment... but I will make it good in due time! Watch me. To my dear, sorry to have been a pain... I am learning in this new environment. Lets go through this together. I am actually listening and learning frm you. Lets make it happen.

Jargons

Its been almost 3 weeks now to the date I got back and things seem to have pretty much stayed the same. The changing phase of my life seems to be getting more exciting as days go by... yet, my life is still blighted with anxiety, uncertainties and worries. Maybe its due time I had a reevaluation of myself and see where I stand. Its almost easy to say that there are plenty of jobs out there, and yet, getting one is almost elusive. For the next coming few weeks, things will change and I am sure of that.... by what margin, I dont know but its sure hell going to be tough. wish me luck.

It's Just The Beginning

Been there, done that, now its time to start over. Its been almost 2 weeks since I touched down to the place I was once so familiar with.... 'was' actually compliments the echo of fear deep down in me. Neither Stephannie nor I have found our rhythm yet... and yet, the word 'yet' offers us some comfort in knowing that the end is yet nigh for we will gain momentum in almost everything we do... at least that is what we are hoping for. Things have been tough and it has been such comfort to see all these guys coming forward to lend a listening ear as well as dishing out invaluable advices. You may say it takes time but it is traumatic as well.

All we know is, time will tell and till then, we'll be keeping our fingers crossed hoping that everything will turn out not too bad if not fine. Ta'... we miss you Liverpool... and CONGRATULATIONS KOPITES for being in the finals of Europe's finest in over 20 years. You'll Never Walk Alone!