Still Time...

Weird Science

Things have gone absolutely strange and hectic lately... or to be exact... over the past few weeks. I've succumbed to stress in a way I started to drift away from the social aspects of life. It's a rare sight for students but as I have amazingly found out through a number of different channels, all Masters students are experiencing the same thing as me which means it is not just me... I'm not alone! To say the course is good... I have absolutely no doubt or qualms about it but its definitely tearing me up piece by piece... at least for the past few weeks. Thought I had a firm grip on it about last week but I was wrong. I'll never be relaxed as long as I know I've got so much to do. I had a few counselling sessions with different people over the week and it helped me a lot. People say I think alot... too much in fact that I am constantly under severe pressure which leads to a significant change in stress. I have got feedbacks from all my mates and my score was dealt with the most shocking aspect of all... I've completely change.

Therefore, I'll hafta find myself back and FAST, and I'm sure I'll be able to do it. I've more or less swayed sideways and almost ended up in a ditch but there you go... a Scouser's luck is a Scouser's luck. Thanks to me mates and family who have kept me sane throughout speaking to you guys through the phone, ICQ and not forgetting a soul mate who has always been there... and yeah, thanks SP for wearing the red shirt the other day when Liverpool played against Leeds Utd... I noticed. And I would deem it as the lucky Liverpool jersey now even though it's not. Two consecutive victories, Chelsea and Leeds, what about wearing it again on Tuesday nite when Liverpool play Spartak Moscow away? Please....

Anyway, its study week for the next 7 days which means no classes but its' a renewed energy on my part. I am at the library now... been here since morning and will be till nite. Strive as I may but to all those folks whom I have been a 'stranger' over the past few weeks which affected you guys in a way and made you all question yourselves, I am sorry. Will make amends... work with me. Else than that, I am fired on all cylinders, and possess a perfectly normal aesthetic appearance which is top notch. My last say... pls work with me everyone... I've seen postgraduate students crumbling in all possible ways... I am not about to see myself be in that situation. Time and chance. Ta' guys....


::Coldplay - In My Place ::

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

Please, please, please
Come on and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, out, out
Come on and sing it now, now, now
Come on and sing it

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
Oh yeah