Whatta Jerk?!!

It wasnt busy today but still, I just cant help but stare at this arse and see the funny side of it.

Me : Hello Sir, table for two?

Arse : Eerrr... no. But can I have a takeaway?

Me : Of course you can sir. Do you wanna have a look at our menu or you know whatcha wanna order?

Arse : No, its alrite. I know what I want. Can I pls get 8 pappadoms, 1 tub of mango chutney, chicken tikka, naan bread, etc etc (other indian dishes).....

Me : I paused for a while.... (*beep... beep....* and I really wanted to *tut tut...* him! but I went on...) Errrr..... the indian restaurant is at the side door. Go out, the entrance is the first door on your right.

Arse : Oh... (and still had the courage to go like...) am I in the wrong restaurant?

Blighmey.... I wonder if they have ever travelled round or for that matter, saw any Chinese before because from the moment you step into the Chinese restaurant I am working for, you'll definitely notice this big Chinese statue and some Chinese wordings at the entrance and ok... he would be forgiven if he did not see any of these but hey... hello!!!! Do I look Indian to you??? I understand shit happens but seriously.... this is by far the most funniest yet ignorant customer I have ever come across!! A thousand apologies but this is a CHINESE RESTAURANT.

No offence to any Indian nationals out there but I am sure, even they would be able to distinguish between a Chinese and Indian (as I've said... pls... no offence. This is a matter of using our brains for a second) . So, to all you out there, seriously.... see, ask yourself questions before ppl like Mr. Arse starts to order any food! Thank you.

Sanity: 123 Days To Go

I have been finding it hard to concentrate on a lot of things recently because I tend to get flashbacks on the recent downturn of events back home. Not that I am overly depressed by these incidents but I have nonetheless tried to keep my focus and faith. Its gonna be another 123 provisional days more to go before I call it a day in the UK after almost 5 years here. Kinda got used to the lifestyle here already although I know, home is always home and there is nothing like home.

Autumn has set in OFFICIALLY.... which brings with it... gales and rain and although I despise it very much, I think I will try to enjoy as much of it as possible because none of this will happen back home. As I sat at work today, I tried to picture myself back in Malaysia and I really wondered how it would be because it has been 4 years since I last went back home. Although I get the frequent updates from homies back home on what to expect, I still couldnt picture myself in any of those environment. Not that I am petrified with it. In fact, I am overwhelmed and excited by it but it does gives me the tiny weeny bit of fear in what to expect. My girl and I sometimes talk about it and we always come to a dead end on this topic. Seriously? I cant wait. But I hope things back home will be calmer and problems can be solved before I return. If not, it can be really crazy.

In A Daze

The last few days or week has been tormenting to say the least. Plagued with domestic problems... I am almost out of wits to do anything. Not that I am in trouble or anything in Liverpool... but in Malaysia. Its a bit more complicated than this but I am sure everyone will pull through somehow or rather when time passes on but its heart wrecking to know that I cant do anything about it.

All those years developing friendships and brotherhood... I thank you all for being there now especially you Ai Lun. And also to my G's family whom has lended me a very big relief that they'll be there. Thank you. I hope this phase passes by without anyone injured or I will seek D-Day myself as mentioned on my previous post. Please pray for me and my cause. I am keeping my finger's crossed.

Helpless

...GOD help those who lashes out on my parents... they will be judged and I swear nothing is gonna stop me from seeking D-Day myself upon those who impose dictarionship on my parents because nothing is far worse than inflicting despair and sadness upon two elderly's who have witnessed sufferings time and time again throughout their life. GOD recognizes these facts and I hope no mercy is shown upon those whose acts are despicable against my parents....

Time & Faith

.... you know, it's strange when you dont realise something and then out of the blues, someone comes along and gives you a knock on the head... it makes you think. I certainly needed that and I've realised how wrong I was at times. Thanks. I've learned a whole lot about this and I dont think it'll ever end. It takes a lifetime and I hope time and faith will make us stronger....

MMmmmm...

10.10am: Got up and cleaned up. It was one of the worst nights ever.. hate arguing before I sleep although I knew it was petty.

10.35am: Got out and went to work. It was extraordinary quiet. no conversations at all but when there were... we were at it again. I really hate myself for saying the wrong things all the time... I really do hate myself. At this point of time, my ego took over me and I was completely adamant that there was nothing I can do.

11.00am: Reached workplace and started cleaning up, and did the same old routine for the last one and a half years. But by now... I dunno why, it seemed as though I had a knock on my head telling me... you stoooooopid fool! drop your ego and apologize.

2.30pm: Dropped my decision to go back and eventually went to Cafe Nero hoping that Stephie will be there as well. Fortunately she was.

4.50pm: AND fortunately again, we managed to talked it out, kicked confusion aside, and come to terms with what we've been doing wrong all these while.

5.00pm: Started work again as usual... three words, boring boring boring.

2.27am: Finished work, same ol routine, checked for mails, news, news and news and updating blog. Tomorrow a brighter day? I really hope so. But winter blues are creeping in... its getting colder by the day, but at least I am glad that we have clarified things today. You have brightened up my life again.

Happy Anniversary

For that miracle will prevail if there is faith, and thou shall not weaver from thy flame in me, as thee shall trudge this long and winding road with you with love, and with love shall we proclaim the greatest assets in our life.

.....Happy Anniversary... RASDEC17...

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